发觉到一样东西

今天发生了一件事情- 我正在有一点害怕，心很乱，觉得自己有一点无聊，而且是听了那个人说完话以后才变成这样。你有可能会问，为什么有这种感觉？我自己都不知道为什么， 有可能我还是很爱他，不过那是没有可能的事情。我们的恋情早就破裂了，没有可能回头。今天，听到他有新的女朋友， 心是有一点痛，不过好才我有 congratulate 他们，如果没有- 我真得会觉得自己很小家和不大方。不过是我自己不要他的，不可能怪人家找新的伙伴。有一天我会找到我的 "soulmate", 一定好过他的。明天就是新的一天，要忘记他啦！

SARAH, don't take out the baseball bat, ok?

i know it's late or shall i say EARLY and knowing my best friend, Sarah, she won't be impressed and i apologise right now.
As you can see i haven't written a post since the last semester exam and to tell you the truth i've been rather busy since then and why bother writing if no one really reads it anyway. It's been months and the only time that i have decided to write anything seems to be when i'm most stressed and usually it seems to be during an exam period or something like that.

These past months i have:
-1. turned 17
-2. ate ice cream and chocolate
-3. read Sarah's post
-4. Talked to almost everyone on my contact list on msn, but thats kinda turning into an everyday thing, i reckon msn is addicting
-5. ummmm... ate cake?
-6. get annoyed at my grandma who turns out to be a very scary person, but then i've always known that and never really forgiven her for being that grandma who is always nasty to her grandkids, or maybe it's just me she doesn't like. haaiiiiizzz.

But anyway, all i know is that shes giving me hell and i don't think i really need it atm - With mocks just beginning and TEE coming up, i don't know when i'll have time to really sit down and get all my revision done, theres so little time these days that it's driving me nuts and i reckon a couple of people have seen me go balistic and see me start doing crazy things. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, give me a break!!!!!

THERES A MONSTER UNDER MY BED

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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there isn't really, but i guess it's just my imagination going out of control again because it's start of EXAMS tomorrow!!!!!I'm actually really really scared of it, don't know how i'm going to face it, but we've all got to go through it.

what am i going to do? hopefully i won't freak out tomorrow morning. I remember once last year that i actually got myself freaked out enough that i got sick in the process, but this time i can't - it's THAT important. Apparently 50% of our school marks go to our TER(which is a ranking system that gets you into uni and i'm hoping i'd hopefully get at least an 85, because thats the minimum for what i'm aiming for) and exams are worth 50% of our school marks for the year (including both mocks and first semester exam).

WISH me LUCK?

ummmm...i have a confession to make!

i kinda felt bad for wagging or skipping early morning, i know i shouldn't have, but i felt guilty sooo in the end i went back to class - but i never really meant to do it. i kinda woke up late and the bus to get to school comes every half an hour so i would have been late anyway. i blame not sleeping enough these days - you wouldn't believe how much i sleep i got on Monday, 3 hours. My mum is kinda getting worried that i'm getting thinner and thinner, but i'm eating correctly and all, but i thought i ate quite alot of chocolate and ice cream lately - shouldn't i be gaining weight?weird body probably - :P.

how do i really feel after breaking up with him and why did i do it?

Why did i break up with him?
Well lets say it all started with the beginning of this year, seems so long ago doesn't it - things just weren't feeling right and to be honest i never really felt the same after the last time we reconciled and i thought it's time to end this relationship that is going nowhere (things is that we didn't get any closer, probably forgot about each other half the time and loved each other more like siblings than lovers - people who have been through a relationship that didn't go right would know the feeling).

HOw do i feel now?
Technically speaking, i was really upset when i broke up with him and to tell you the truth, i was a coward who couldn't do the right thing and do it face to face like a normal person. I ended up doing it online - i know awful person who couldn't really set things straight. Now? i feel less pain i guess, after knowing that we just weren't right for each other and that things would be alot better if we just went back to being friends. :)

Sooooo....hyung, don't worry, i'm fine and i can look after myself even though i did go emo for a little while, i'm all better now and back to my happy self. I found one thing worked during my time of sadness that cheered me up heaps, CHOCOLATE, ICE CREAM AND my puppet, the giraffe. i'll show you how he looks like one day. have a nice day peoples or followers whoever or whatever you're called.
xoxo

NOTE:another random blog!!!!

much can be said about me, but one is for certain - I HATE UPDATING MY BLOG. As it seems i prefer reading blogs instead, and the sentence, "Note to self:Don't marry an engineer" caught my eye. I actually cracked up after reading that one - sarah you're always right(the note came from Sarah's page)- engineers don't seem like a fun person according to internerds , but what is considered a fun person in the first place?

The future is something that can be changed, soooooooo scarebear - you never know, you just might marry an engineer, love him to bits, have the average 2.5 kids or more and live the rest of your life with the most unromantic person in the whole wide world. MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'm nasty today, we all know that she doesn't want to marry a engineer, but if she does - we can forever mention the fact that she hated him from the beginning because he was an engineer!

My addiction to.......ICE CREAM!!!!

OMG! i know, it's hard to believe that I,Priscilla Wong managed to not eat ice cream for a week and then find that i have forgotten the flavour of ICE CREAm! I don't know if it's just me, but ice cream tastes a hell lot better after not eating it for a week and then become addicted to it due to not eating it. This is such a random blog, but i just had to report about it because according to my friend SARAH, I'm a lazy blogger and i've come to an agreement with myself to update my blog at least once a month. Soooo... my stint from ice cream for a week works - note to anyone reading my blog: this is one of those one of a lifetime things you have to try to really know the taste of ice cream, and remember to buy your favourite ice cream afterwards, personally i go to buy gelato in Fremantle. I know a man there who makes fresh homemade gelato, anyone interested? hmmm...actually i'll keep the secret of the place to myself now, i'm such a selfish creature aren't i?Maybe if someone reads and begs me one day....

You know what writing a blog at 3am in the morning is the worst thing i've ever done, i've probably wrote utter rubish on here. Oh well - try to make some sense of it, at least i made an effort right?