发觉到一样东西

今天发生了一件事情- 我正在有一点害怕，心很乱，觉得自己有一点无聊，而且是听了那个人说完话以后才变成这样。你有可能会问，为什么有这种感觉？我自己都不知道为什么， 有可能我还是很爱他，不过那是没有可能的事情。我们的恋情早就破裂了，没有可能回头。今天，听到他有新的女朋友， 心是有一点痛，不过好才我有 congratulate 他们，如果没有- 我真得会觉得自己很小家和不大方。不过是我自己不要他的，不可能怪人家找新的伙伴。有一天我会找到我的 "soulmate", 一定好过他的。明天就是新的一天，要忘记他啦！

SARAH, don't take out the baseball bat, ok?

i know it's late or shall i say EARLY and knowing my best friend, Sarah, she won't be impressed and i apologise right now.
As you can see i haven't written a post since the last semester exam and to tell you the truth i've been rather busy since then and why bother writing if no one really reads it anyway. It's been months and the only time that i have decided to write anything seems to be when i'm most stressed and usually it seems to be during an exam period or something like that.

These past months i have:
-1. turned 17
-2. ate ice cream and chocolate
-3. read Sarah's post
-4. Talked to almost everyone on my contact list on msn, but thats kinda turning into an everyday thing, i reckon msn is addicting
-5. ummmm... ate cake?
-6. get annoyed at my grandma who turns out to be a very scary person, but then i've always known that and never really forgiven her for being that grandma who is always nasty to her grandkids, or maybe it's just me she doesn't like. haaiiiiizzz.

But anyway, all i know is that shes giving me hell and i don't think i really need it atm - With mocks just beginning and TEE coming up, i don't know when i'll have time to really sit down and get all my revision done, theres so little time these days that it's driving me nuts and i reckon a couple of people have seen me go balistic and see me start doing crazy things. AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, give me a break!!!!!