Sunday, May 17, 2009

how do i really feel after breaking up with him and why did i do it?

Why did i break up with him?
Well lets say it all started with the beginning of this year, seems so long ago doesn't it - things just weren't feeling right and to be honest i never really felt the same after the last time we reconciled and i thought it's time to end this relationship that is going nowhere (things is that we didn't get any closer, probably forgot about each other half the time and loved each other more like siblings than lovers - people who have been through a relationship that didn't go right would know the feeling).

HOw do i feel now?
Technically speaking, i was really upset when i broke up with him and to tell you the truth, i was a coward who couldn't do the right thing and do it face to face like a normal person. I ended up doing it online - i know awful person who couldn't really set things straight. Now? i feel less pain i guess, after knowing that we just weren't right for each other and that things would be alot better if we just went back to being friends. :)

Sooooo....hyung, don't worry, i'm fine and i can look after myself even though i did go emo for a little while, i'm all better now and back to my happy self. I found one thing worked during my time of sadness that cheered me up heaps, CHOCOLATE, ICE CREAM AND my puppet, the giraffe. i'll show you how he looks like one day. have a nice day peoples or followers whoever or whatever you're called.
xoxo

3 comments:

Sarah said...

Hey, you did what you had to do, and I'm proud of ya!

And you're one of those obscenely lucky people who can afford to pig out on chocolate and icecream with no cause to regret it later :P

Daniel said...

u got out of your depression with chocolates and ice cream...... nice

Cilla said...

mehhh....chocolate and ice cream ftw!!!!!! you kinda gotta love it, even though some may regret it later, i really don't care. AND yes, i got out of my sadness from ice cream and chocolate. :P